The Chosen Ones
I was raised to be one of them. I admired them more and more. I really wished to be one of them. I tried my best to be one of them. Yet, still, I far away from them. Maybe it was destined for me not to be among the pure ones. However, I would not give up have way. Even if it was written that I would die as a normal person, I would like to die as near as to them. Before, I always used to wonder why my Lord did chose me to be among them. Although I decided to walk their path, many diversions I had no choice but to take. But now, I understand why. Up until now, I am not up to their level of sincerity. I am not ready yet to be up there among them. Maybe some of my traits and characteristics, that I need to throw away. No matter how much I wished from Him to include me among His chosen ones, He ultimately knows that if I were there, it is not the absolute best. The seats are limited, so better give it to the best of the best. It breaks my heart to finally realize that